WILD issue: losing consciousness or not used to transition?

[SamBamboo]

To be quick I had my first LD that lasted more than 5 seconds a week ago and it was just sooo awesome Ive decided to pursue LD seriously. I had many countless of strange scary beautiful awesome experiences in my life through meditation and lucy's shin-digs...lol Ive also been experiencing SP a lot in the past few months that Ive learned to have fun with it and convince myself that I can levitate ect..."Possibly OBE" So I think I may be able to tackle WILD so thats what I have trying to do.

Here is my issue: I can easily get to the point where Im calm, letting visuals/sounds float by, just letting the hallucinations be. I don't try to hold on to them but more of being aware of them, "and yes they are very very random" but there seems to be this extremely small time period "millisecond" where I lose consciousness and my real vision/hearing switch to my dream vision/hearing. "Almost like I've been submerged in water" Where my vision hallucinations and hearing hallucinations literally "bink" switch to a more materialized scene. For example at one moment Im watching very random visuals "shapes colors" and sounds then an instant later I will be looking at my girlfriend while she is talking about work. And again it seems like I lost consciousness for literally a millisecond, and that transition always shocks me out.

Now could this be because I am not staying aware just quit enough, and I do fall a sleep for a split second, or is this normal? Where I may need to learn to stay completely calm instantly after that transition.

Since it has shocked me out pretty much EVERY time Ive had many attempts at this and Ive been trying different balances ect... but again it seems that once I "submerge" into the dream senses it shocks me out of the dream.

[SamBamboo]

I now see how WILD is a seriously tricky technique. I love challenges and I do think I can get this, especially since the reward is an AMAZING experience.

[Rik]

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