The weirdest night in my life (5 second LD included)

[Geka]

This has toped it all. This night had to be the craziest night I've ever experienced. So lets start from the beggining.

I decide I will go to sleep one hour earlier to see if it helps with an LD. So exacly at 22:15 I go to sleep. I doesent take me long to fall asleep. At around midnight I wake up (Probably Rem cycle mini-wakeup) I try to recall something, cannot. I go back to sleep. I wake up at about 2 o' clock in the morning with one of the craziest memories I've ever experienced.
So lets start here. I love animals, and I hate them being imprisoned in small places, so once I went into a petshop and saw a lizard (Leopard gecko). I spent 900Euros on the Terrarium (Biggest they had in the world for pet lizards) and bought the lizzard. Well in my dream, I woke up (didnt really wake up in the physical world) I went to the terrarium, and when I looked in there were litteraly 60 lizzards all bunched up in the terrarium, like one ontop of eachother. I dont like animal cruelty and I completly snaped. I would never do this in real life but for some reason I did this. I started screaming like I was being stabbed: Oh WHY! WHY! Then I screamed: This must be a fucking dream! I was seriously disstressed. I started punching myself in the face (Yeah I know, dont know why I did that) I "guess" I felt all the pain because it really did hurt in the dream. So when I "realized" that it isnt a dream, I dropped to the ground and I guess the inpact woke me up. I immediatly rushed to the lizard tank to see that there is only one Leopard gecko. I was relieved. I drank a glass of watter and cleaned my sweaty face.

I went back to sleep, and soon fell into another dream. (Didnt realise I was dreaming (again)). I was browsing youtube and on the main page there were a bunch of Videos about human experimentation and some grousome tests (I read an article with pictures about illegal human experimentation in 3d world countries a few days earlier) I clicked on one of the videos, and when it started playing I woke up. Again I was in shock as it was the second grousome dream in a row. I once again washed my sweaty face drank some watter and went to sleep.

This is where I cannot remember the dream I had. I woke up breathing like I just ran a Marathon. I must have dreamt something horrible, but I couldnt remember a thing. I once again repeated the same process and went back to sleep.

I once again started dreaming. This time I woke up in a world where the economic crisis was I guess massive. Every house I could see was ruined, the sky was gray/redish colour. Poeple were on the street corners (they all looked like they were going to die). And a random stranger said to me: You must die for the economic crisis to end. He took a rifle and pointed it at my head. I immediatly threw myself from the window of the building (Second floor of a house I've never seen before). I hid behind a concrete wall and the next thing I remember was that I promised the man I will give him money if he spares my life. The next thing I can remember is that I was in a giant concrete parkinglot. There was a large Bus parked next to a green pasture. I walked to the bus, and that man was there. This time he was holding a shotgun, and he said to me I have to die and that he has no choice. He pulled the trigger but as soon as he did so, a young woman pulled me from behind the bus and saved my life. She looked at me and then pointed her finger at the pasture behind me. There were men there in line, each holding rifles. People were standing in-line and when they went infront of the people with rifles they shot them. The floor they died on was a Green web type thing. Once they fell onto it they fell through it and disapeared (A green-web black hole I think). I looked at the people, and without saying anything I walked onto the green-web. The people fired, I remember falling to the ground and then I woke up. I was once again shocked to my core. I had 3 disturbing dreams in a row. I was barely able to go back to sleep, I was afraid if you may. I woke up at 4, because a mosquitoe was zooming next to me. It took me about half an hour to kill him. So I took it as a semi WBTB method, although I didnt acually do anything related to Lucid dreaming.

Once I fell asleep the next thing I could remember was walking down a staircase of my house. The only weird thing was that the walls of my house were transparent and there was no ceeling. And my vision was turned upside down. I was like this is not possible! I immediatly held my noise, and Indeed I didnt suffocate. Then I looked up into their air, and then the dream faded instantly and when I looked up in my dream my head turned upwards and looked into the ceeling. I totaly freaked out as this was my first LD that I was aware off. My eyes were "pulled" to the top of my eyelids and it hurt like crazy when I woke up. I must have "opened" my eyes in the dream because my vision was upside down and I guess I opened them in real life. It was so life-life, nothing I've ever felt before. But the upside down vision was the weirdest thing I've ever felt in my life, it all felt so real, to real, enhanced if you may the white walls on the sides were so bright while you could clearly see through the transparent walls infront of the staircase I walked down or up.

At this point I was beaten down so hard that I couldnt sleep anymore. I just crashed in my bed and Immediatly fell asleep (Like if you're really exausted and you just drop immediately).

I woke up one hour earlier than usual. My head was hurting my eyes were hurting and I was utterly confused. Thank god that after each dream i wrote it down in my dream journal. This was the strangest and most disturbing night in my life.

I probably couldnt sustain my LD because of all the stress I experienced in previous dreams, probably why my vision was upside down and my eyes were hurting (in the dream and out of the dream). My head is fine now, and my eyes dont hurt anymore, but I can feel that my head is still abit heavy and I feel exausted mentaly, although physicaly nothing changed now that my eyes/head got better.

Weirdest night of my life...

[4amlucidity]

That is quite an interesting experience you had. I will be the first to warn you though, that at some point today someone Is going to tell you to utilize the dream journal feature when you want to share your dreams.

The last time that I died in a dream I did not wake up. The dream merely changed and I realized I was dreaming. Practice knowing who you are in your waking state and re assure yourself that next time you experienced what you did today that you will realize you are dreaming.

[Geka]

I know about the dream journal and I use it, I just wanted to share this weird order of events in it's full cycle, thats why I made a thread.

Most of my dreams are really really emotional strong emotions like love, fear, hate, happines ect. So I usually cant tell if i'm dreaming or not. But when I experienced something as banal as walking down a staircase without a ceeling that's what got me thinking.

[Rik]

[4amlucidity]